She’s is actually so god damn beautiful. All her features are perfect. I’m amazed every time I look at her. How can one person be so fucking attractive? Au natural and I’m short of breath, with just lipstick and mascara and my heart stops.
Meeting her in person, I wouldn’t be surprised if I went blank and collapsed.
I really need to get a grip on this.

Bold What Applies To You
I have watched an episode of American Horror Story.
I still watch Spongebob Squarepants.
I hate horror films.
I love horror films.
I prefer comedy over horror.
I prefer horror over comedy.
I have watched an episode of a TV show in the last 24 hours.
It’s currently night.
It’s currently morning.
I’m supposed to be sleeping.
I’m procrastinating right now.
I’d rather read than watch a movie.
I am excited for something coming up.
I think I will smoke when I’m older. 
I have tattoos.
I have no tattoos.
I have tattoos but I regret them.
I have no tattoos but I want some.
I have a friend who smokes.
I smoke.
I’m straight. 
I’m gay. 
I’m bisexual.
I don’t know/care
I have an eating disorder.
I have self harmed.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I hate when people self-diagnose themselves with depression.
I have been sad for ages but I have never been diagnosed with depression.
I’m wearing my pajamas right now.
I’m wearing something white.
I’m wearing something blue.
I’m wearing something black.
I’m wearing something red.
I’ve been shopping in the last 24 hours.
I have filmed a video in the last 24 hours.
I have a YouTube account and I upload videos.
I have a YouTube account but I don’t upload videos.
I am listening to music right now.
I have vomited from crying so much before.
I have been given a gift in the last 24 hours.
I have given someone a gift in the last 24 hours.
My birthday is in December.
My birthday is in April.
My birthday is in June.
I have an iPhone.
I have had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend.
I have never had a relationship.
I’m single
I’m happy right now.
I’m sad right now.
I’ve been in a fight in the last week.
I’ve been to the cinemas in the last week.
I am a Christian.
I attend church.
I have a bible.
I’m an atheist.
I don’t have a belief in anything, I just go with whatever.
I’ve seen an animated movie in the last week.
I’ve seen a horror movie in the last week.
I’ve met someone famous.
I’ve met a singer.
I’ve met an actress.
I’ve met an actor.
I’ve met a YouTuber.
I’ve met a band.
I’ve met an author.
I’ve met a script writer.
I’ve met a cast of a tv show.
I’ve been on a tv show.
I’ve been on tv.
I love British accents.
I love Irish accents.
I hate Irish accents.
I hate British accents.
I live in America.
I live in Australia.
I don’t like the school I am attending right now.
I don’t like my country. 
I love the school I am attending right now.
I have one all-time favourite song.
I’ve been to several concerts.
I’ve been to no concerts.
I really want something right now.
I have no money.
I have more than $20 currently.
I have a job.
I want a job.
I don’t have a job.
I have a favourite actor.
I have several favourite actors.
I have one favourite movie.
I play Xbox.
I play Playstation.
I play on the PC.
I play video games
I hate chocolate.
I have allergies.
I love cats.
I have let someone use me.
I have let someone hurt me.
I say ‘LOL’ out loud. 
I am wearing a dress right now.
I have disappointed myself in the last 24 hours.
I have cried in the last 5 hours.
I have cried myself to sleep in the last week.
I have had coffee recently.
I am wearing makeup right now.
I don’t wear makeup.
I prefer boots to converse.
There’s rubbish around me right now.
I am currently on my phone.
I am currently on my laptop.
There’s more than 2 tabs open on my laptop right now.
A YouTube video has made me cry before.
I cry a lot.
I hate crying, 
I still watch Disney.
I love Friends, the TV show.
I watch Skins.
I have a Facebook.
I have an Instagram account.
I have ask.fm.
I don’t go on Omegle and I don’t see the big deal of it.
I like Mario and Luigi.
I don’t mind Ke$ha.
I wear a lot of makeup.
I am older than 20.
I am younger than 18.
I have a driving license.
I have school tomorrow.
It’s currently Summer.
It’s currently Winter.
I hate Winter.
I hate Summer.
I love surveys.
I’ve been single for more than 4 years currently.
I’ve been in a relationship lasting for longer than 1 year.
I’m married.
I laugh a lot.
I’m serious when I want to be.
I love quotes.

(Source: thestilestomylydia, via toxic-rainbow)

I wish this crush I have on a friend would go away. I keep making a fool of myself…

I have this really strong affinity for women. Like really strong.

Who wants to eat 2 litres of cherry jello and watch multiple episodes of The L Word with me until we both pass out?

I want to blow my brains out right now. Work is so fucking aggravating! I hate it here today. Ugh, fuck!

Angry cause I’m hungry and horny at the same time…
5 am is too damn early to be feeling all three at the same time; I’m going to explode.

Queer girl moment (TMI):

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I’m going to watch GoT now, and catch up with all my shows from the last 2 weeks.

I’M SO EXCITED!

I think I’m losing them.
:(

☀️Good morning!

It’s chilly outside, but gorgeous. The sun is bright and beautiful and the sky is a clear light blue. It has helped put me in a good place this morning.
Today will be a hectic one, but it will be a positive one; I aim to make it so! One more day until I can get my medication. Here’s to controlling my dizziness and shakes with a smile on my face!

Happy Thursday everyone :)

I haven’t taken my anti-depressants in 3 days. Work is really unbearable, and without my medication I feel like I’m going to break down in tears.
I’m so shaky, I just want to curl up into a ball.

I can feel the suffocation setting in.

How much I would love to wake up holding someone. Kiss their nose and whisper good morning into their neck.

I should probably break the habit of crushing on girls too far from me, or unavailable, or that see me as just a friend.
Hmmm…. I’ll put that on my list of things to work on.

Just taught my Mum how to use Tumblr…. let’s ALL pray this doesn’t backfire.